Questions

What happened?

He always seemed like such a bubbly person.  So funny, so cute, so likable.  Had we been wrong all along?  What was he really like inside?

While everybody around the world is trying so hard to stay alive during this pandemic, what is so unbearable in his life that he had to choose to go the other way?

Did he try reaching out?  Did anybody try helping him?  Or did we all miss the cues?

They found a face mask next to him.  He was still trying to stay healthy till the last moment.  But then, he was willing to give it all up?

They found a note on him.  What does it say?  Has he been planning on this for a long time?

What was he thinking when he stepped off the ledge?  Did he instantly regret it?  Or did he feel relieved?

Did he have to suffer long?

What was he thinking before it all ended?

Could I have done anything to change this?  What could I have done?

Why do I have only questions but no answers?